Of Mice and Men Frontman Austin Carlile Shares Devastating Message as He Faces Life-Threatening Illness
December 6, 2016
Metalcore titans Of Mice and Men were forced to cut their European tour short in October when frontman Austin Carlile was hospitalized for complications arising from his ongoing battle with Marfan syndrome — a rare fibrostic connective tissue disorder. Fans hoped the break would help restore Carlile’s health, but many grew concerned when the band withdrew as the support act on A Day to Remember’s upcoming Australian tour earlier this week.
After being inundated with well-wishes from fans, Carlile took to Twitter to address those urging him to “get well soon.” He outlined some hard, devastating truths in a series of tweets.
“FYI you don’t “get better” w/ Marfans,” he began. “You GET BY. I’ve had foot, ear, rib, head, hip, back, & heart surgeries just so I can function/live. All of you saying I should hurry up & get better what’s taking so long. I’ll never be better. you happy? I live EACH DAY as it comes. Each day is a battle. Marfan Syndrome is a fibrostic connective tissue disorder, that means it affects your ENTIRE BODY, and IT. IS. PAINFUL.”
In case anyone interpreted his explanation as self-pitying, Carlile injected some optimism into his reflection.
“I don’t cry on Twitter on all the bad days,” he continued. “I suck it up & keep pushing on. The rare good days?!… I CHERISH those more than you could ever understand. & I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone. This is why I have such a heart for those hurting, mentally OR physically, because I. AM. TOO.”
Marfan syndrome is a relatively uncommon illness, with fewer than 200,000 cases reported each year. By increasing the production of protein called transforming growth factor beta in connective tissue — which is found in all cells, organs and tissue — the disease wreaks havoc on the body. Heart, blood vessels, bones, joints, eyes, lungs, skin and the nervous system are just some of the areas affected.
In 2015, Carlile was declared clinically dead for several hours while undergoing a risky cardiac operation necessary to ward off the ravages of Marfan syndrome. “My heart was stopped,” he later told Metal Hammer. “They put my head in a whole thing of ice, to stop your brain activity — you’re dead. I was clinically dead for three hours while they did the procedure.” Even after he was revived, the problems didn’t stop. A lung infection caused by his weakened condition kept him in the hospital for an extra week and a half.
He credits his newfound faith in helping him through the harrowing ordeal. “I remember saying, ‘Look God, this is in your hands.’ It was out of my hands completely at that point. I said, ‘I have to have faith that you have a plan for me and you want me to do something with my life. And if you don’t, then it’s just going to end right here. And if it doesn’t, then I need to wake up and do that.’”
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